My head was in a spin when I got back from the docs today, like it was going to take off and whirl around the room trying to chase the fucker. My solution is to put noise cancelling headphones on and listen to morbid angel, cannibal corpse and kym Wilde, I'm not joking about the last one, she's ace don't you dare say anything negative about her! Music is a comfort, I love lots of different types but I do love some good metal, I was listening to some traditional sardana music, traditional Catalan music, but chilling out now about 4am listening to Scorpions
So latest and greatest, I'm sick of death of no answer as to why my neck is so swollen, I've heard back From a haematologist, regarding high neutrophils and white blood cells, they've found I have chronic inflammation somewhere in my dumb body but can't pinpoint as to where exactly it is, and they were going to just leave it at that, I feel like absolute arse, a little bit of what's the point if I'm honest, of course there is but just makes me feel completely useless.
So, I'm starting naproxen, but the caring Doc I seen today listened and seemed to find stuff others haven't over the last 2 bloody years!
I've lost nearly 2 stone without trying, wouldn't know it as my tummy is sore and swollen, as are my armpits, my neck and I feel like the michelan woman, made of tyres!
So a Dr a few months ago did some more in-depth bloods, including aids and hepatitis, that all came back fine, now, she said EBV came back that I'd probably had it and not to worry, the dr today seen it and said it had come back positive, she's ordered a CT tap and a MRI on my brain tumour, the latter was supposed to be done in December. The concern being the inflammation has affected organs, so having a good old MOT, hopefully I'll pass, but it'll be good to find what the heck is going on, it all feels very neglegent, and that has been left untreated, just like my RTA injuries, like it's all happening allover again, I'm scared now what the potential of all this is! Hopefully I'll get something better for the arthritis in my spine soon, I'm in complete agony and don't want to give up yet, but I'll keep fighting as I want to do better at my art and wool crafts and create things xxx
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